lalala yesterdae was esplanade concert!!
and it rocked yea....
every performing arts group...
choir ahband co guitar harmonica
all did well=DD
the soloists oso not bad...veh li hai
anw met cath limin shirley at cityhall 5.15
ten went to suntec eat macD...
crapped alot...and is realli ALOT...
and i tink we were rather noisy...lol
and we veh high oso...
saw benedict ten mie and shirley waved to him hahas...
and saw mr tan!hahas...
shirley was lyk 'eh?? mrtan!'..
stun tio..hahas...waved to him too..hahas
saw familiar ahs faces hanging ard...yup yup
had great fun oyea...
ten went esplanade...
met minjie at entrance....
ten went in...
and we were crazzy takin photos...
hahas...
ten went to sit down yup...
we were veh high up....
bud nvm lah...
performance starts!!!
excitedd.....
hahas...
one of the mcs was the ex student council president i tink
lol
yea so 1st up concert band!!
ten piano soloist and soprano soloist...
ten harmonica...
intermmission...
was waiting 4 e performers to come out to come out...
bud tey din=( bud nvm=D...
ten after that went baq was co...guitar...soloists agen...ten choir...
loved choir the last two songs manz!!hahas..
yup ten lata wen baq home wif limin shirley cath...
LOL wunderful bodyguard...
shirley's wunderful bodyguard...lol
i dun tink he's that wunderful though...
hahas zicong lahx...
so NICE wanna c shirley home...lol...
yup so go home lol....hahas
performance rocks!!!!!!!!!!!
well done to all performing ppl!!!
yays=DD
cant stand miself...
i slacked wole dae 2dae n im STILL slacking
i kip telling miself
LOH SHI YENG
u nid to work hard...
results kinda droppin ler...
n u so slack...
so work hard!
bud i can bring miself to do it..
howhow...
haiii...
did i c it wrnglyor were you lookin in mi direction a few times?or mayb u r juz interested wif sum1 beside mie..?i tink im juz dreamin of it...bud i dun wanna get out of tis dream...coz once i get out...reality realli hurts[ur smile makes mie happy for the wole dae...=)]
what we could have been, 31.7.06.
eyer...
y ebri1 is asking mie to update
so sianz
i dun realli rmb anitin lehs hahas...
hmmzz...
laz week wad happened arhx...
i 4got...seriously...
i onli rmb fri got cca...
O YA...racial harmony
hahas
sell...nonono..is gif free satay and satay bee hoon...
can sae veh cheng gong...
thx binz 4 preparing food...
i tink iiikay quite cheng gong that dae
coz food and games is oter stalls dun haf 1...
yayyay...hahas
yah ten assembly...
ten got founder's dae rehersal tingie...
ten...er...er...
fri cca lo...
HAPPY BDAE TO SHIFU!!!=D
bud i din go celebrate wif tem at pizza hut
got tution...sobxsobx
hahas...
sat was founder's dae full dress rehersal...
and ive gotta sae....
STOMP IS COOL...yea its cool manz...hahas...
rehersal wasnt veh good...
we muz lyk march and smile?!?!? the instructor is mad...
anw yah...after that stae baq to make egg sandwiches 4 sundae's selling tingie...
yup yup...
i did a number of wrng tings haiii
4got to help yuwei buy chicken drumstick coz she doesnt eat chicken breast meat...
neva bring down enuff money to buy the tings in the end xuanting asked zheng han help pay 1st ahahs...
haii...
owells...
yup so make make make...
oooh...ten sum guys were making the grafitti wall
its NICE lehs..hahas...
guys are talented in art too O.o hahas..jkjk
yup ten go home lo
ten nxt dae gb sell the tings at church tere...
and i was pissed...
sec3s need to meet earlier at 8.30 NOONE...NO ONE told mie,grace,xuanting,pris...
do u all realli treat us as part of sec3s gb notx?shessh
ten sell sell i left early...
ten hw hw hw study test test test...
ten 1dae physics test lo....
i dun tink i did well...
owells mi physics sucks lahs...
ten 1dae 12pm dismiss coz got listening...budden gotta stae baq do ye4's ying4 yong4 wen2...
shitty lehs..hahas..
ten went home...
sianz lahs...
im so damnit stressed out now...
bout studies
frenships
gb
freak manz lyk no time for studies
so afriad to let mi parents down agen wdv
frenships...
dun wanna tok bout it
gb
i stiu dun haf confidence in miself
i dun wan post
i dun tink i gain respect...
and later the sec2s start to hate mie...
mi mum saes im tinkin too much
owells i duno wdv
im damnit depressed...
that dae wanna cry...
bud i swallowed everting in...
ten that dae devotion alex was singin the song...
ten at a certain part...
wen he was singin sumtin lyk put on a mask or wdv...
wahlao i wanna cry and i duno why(hey that rhymes!)
i swallowed ebritin back in agen..
wdv i wanna shout out loud
i need a day to get away from EVERTING
not tinkin ANITIN...
juz go to sumplace and shout it all out...wdv manz...
ani1 wanna go wif mie?hahas...
i dun tink i dare to shout anw...owells
wdv...
long post
better stop here...
saw u a few times that dae saw u one time 2dae =DD[bleahx....]
what we could have been, 17.7.06.
i met catherine 2dae at tannah merah mrt!!hahas...
amazing isnt it?
coz i was juz tinkin veh long neva c cath...
and rmbering laz time meetin her at tanah merah...
n SUDDENLY...
sum1 called out 'shiyeng!'
and i turned arnd...
and there was catherine!!!hahas...
budden we din tok so much...
owells well tok more nxt time hahas..=DD
im stiu tinkin alot...and its reali ALOT...hahas...
icanthelpit
stiufeelthatfrenzaredriftingawaefrmmie
uhaffoundnewfrenz
goingawaywithtemandleavingmieallalonebehind
imnottheprettyandpopulargal
imnotthecleverestgal
imnothtegalwilcoolstyleorwadsoever
imjuztheuglyfatinvisiblegal
thatucanjuzwalkpastmieanddinrealiseiexisted
juzlikehowifeelsumofutreatedmie
andhowHEtreatsmielol
inoetisisdumb
toactwannagettonoeu
budimscaredtoo
wadifinoeu
andallutoktomieaboutistheoterher
miheartbeatsfasterwenevericu
weneveruwokinfrntorbehindmie
budureleavinsoon
niwunbeabletogettocu
4therestofmilife
owellsimtinkintomuch
ishalljuzgetuoutofmihead
yea
right
easiersaidtandone
shessh
funnyhowwenicsumofmifrenztroubledtheirtagboardsarefloodedbudnotminewenimtroubledorizzitcozidinexpressmifeelingsout?iguessimsensitivefunnyhowifeelsumofudunnidmieanimoreSO FUNNY...shessh
actu(thereader)
dunhaftoreaduntilhear
cozimjuzfaxieing
faxieingandcrappincozidunohowtogetthethoughtsouttamihead
actinoeno1wouldbothertoreadthesetinywords
lol
otertanshifuandmaybsumoterppl
iusedtotinkthatihadnofrenz
budsumhowthefeelingsweregone
budnowitsallcumingbaqtomieagen
wdvudununderstandandidunohowtosaeit
i realli m crappin manx...
i mean the thoughts are there bud wen i wanna write out or mayb sae out...
i duno it sumhow comes out different...
[baq to square ONE....]
what we could have been, 6.7.06.
sianzzz...
sch has reopened...
managed to chiong finish hw oter tan ding zhuang meng...
tink im gonna fail the test...
1st test in the term and im gonna fail haahas
owells nvm...work harder...
tues walkaton...
nid to go sch later...by 8.10...yup
went to eat macD breakfast wif mi dad...
at 1st wanted to eat wif phaykey and the rest...budden cancelled hahas...
yupx so lessons and walkaton...
ten after walkaton got telematch...
bud onli sec3s nid to stae and watch....
sec1s,2s and 4s can go home ler...
so gd..
bud anw we got free food to eat
hahas...
yest,fri, was sport dae..yupyup...
sun veh hot...hahas...
cheered quite alot...hahas...
and was tired...
and all becoz of kai2...
we werent able to go eat subway...
hahas...
shirley went to eat subway wif her sis...
so mie and limin went to eat yoshiyona..yup yup..
ten tok tok walk walk....
go home lo...
hahas...
sianz...
been tinkin alot tese daes....
im getting oldddd...hahas...
iwunderirealliwunder
ifthefrenznowwillcontinuetobemifrenzafterwegraduate
afterwehafgonetojcuniversitypolyetcafterworking
ihafafeeling
datiwillbeeasily4gotten
ivefeltthattisyearimdriftingapartfrmsumppl
teyhaf4gottenimhere
ifyoucan4getmiefor1minute
ucandoitfor1hour
ten1dae
1week
1month
1year
10years
andtherestofurlife
notonlie4get
tisappliestoeveryting
nottokinnotgoingouttgtetcetc
ijuzwunderwunderwhetherwadnicolesaid
aboutusnowmakingfrenzisjuztolearnhowtosocialiseintheoutsideworldnexttime
budireallihopethatthatsnottrue
andthefrenznowarerealandtrue
ijuzwunderandhope......
[thought running thru mi head....]
what we could have been, 1.7.06.